18th Sunday in Ordinary Time

Our readings for the 18th Sunday in Ordinary Time are:

1. Isaiah 55: 1-3
2. Psalms 145: 8-9, 15-16, 17-18
3. Romans 8: 35, 37-39
4. Matthew 14: 13-21

• Spending on what is not bread
• Life is demanding.  It can seem as though there are so many different calls on our time and attention that our days can seem like a chronic plate spin performance.
• How do you figure out from day to day what is the most important thing(s) to invest yourself in for that day?
• What happens to the rest of the items on your "to do list"?
• How do you know when you get it right? 

•  God's provision for us
• God's answers to prayer can seem difficult to predict at times, leaving us wondering whether He cares, or what/whom He cares about.
• Do you think that God is there to satisfy all of our needs?
• What are some ways in which God has satisfied your needs in your life?
• What role did you play in those times.  What did God ask you to do to make the miracle happen?
• How would you define a "miracle" in the first place?
• Can we always count on God for a miracle? 

• God's faithfulness
• God's love in our lives can be hard to see sometimes.  Stress at the workplace, tragedies in the family, doubts that arise in our hearts, can all make us doubt the love of God in our lives.
• Think of a time when you felt most disconnected from God.
• How did you get there?  What do you think led up to that point in your life?
• How did you pray through that?
• Looking back on it now, do you think that you were alone in that time, that God had left you without His help?
• Do you sometimes wonder why God chooses to show His love for us the ways that He does? 

• You give them something to eat
• Looking at this miracle from the disciple's perspective, they might have been more than a little afraid.  If the food were to run out before they fed everyone, what might happen?  What would/could Jesus do to quell a riot?
• What are some needs that you've stepped up to fill?
• How did you know that was what God was calling you to?
• How did you know that your effort was going to be enough to make a difference in that case?
• How did that turn out in the end?
• Why do you think that God relies on us to participate in His actions? 

• Preparation for Reconciliation
• Where might God be trying to teach me better priorities?
•  How is God satisfying my needs in unexpected ways today?
• How is God showing His love in my life today?
• Where can my faith help me to meet a need that moves me?

Smelling Like Fish

 

The crowds were getting restless.

It had been a long, hot day.

I know that Jesus probably wanted some time alone.

But that never came.

 

The stream of sick and possessed had finally tapered off.

The sun was starting to set.

Soon, it would be evening,

And we all needed to find rest.

 

We just wanted what was best for Jesus.

Or, at least we thought that we did.

But Jesus wanted us to meet just one more need.

With next to nothing.

 

When Jesus heals, He taps some spring within -

Something that the rest of us cannot see or touch.

No way to tell how much is left at any given time.

No way to know when he's tapped out.

 

But feeding this crowd, 

It's abundantly clear that we don't have an abundance.

It's almost laughable.

Yet, it's all that we have today.

 

Jesus gave each of us some of the food,

And we distributed it among the assembled crowd.

Their appreciation touched us.

Many of them knew us by name.

 

Soon, I lost track of our limited resources,

And instead saw only the touched hearts,

The grateful faces,

The hands touching in their reception of our humble offering.

 

And then, miraculously, we were done.

And we began to gather the rest of the food for later.

And realized that, somehow, 

All that we had was more than enough.

 

Lord - 

Help me to regard need as an opportunity to serve You.

Give me the courage to give.

Help me to see past uncharted want to Your heart among us. 

 

Shalom!

17th Sunday in Ordinary Time

Our readings for the 17th Sunday in Ordinary Time are:

1. 1 Kings 3: 5, 7-12
2. Psalms 119: 57, 72, 76-77, 127-128, 
3. Romans 8: 28-30
4. Matthew 13: 44-46

• Thoughtful prayer
• Salomon was convinced that it was no accident that he was king, but divine providence.  And because of that, he could be confident that God wanted for him to lead well, and so become a blessing to God's people.
• What is a ministry? 
• What do you pray for with respect to the ministry or ministries that you are in?
• How has God answered those prayers through the years?
• How has your prayer in this regard changed through the years?

•  Keeping God's word
• Imagine that you suddenly had enormous wisdom, and you started to share that wisdom with others.
• How do you think that would change your relationships to those around you?
• What other virtues do you think that you would also need if you were going to be effective in that ministry of sharing wisdom with others?
• What form would that sharing take?  Would you tell others what they should be doing instead of what they are doing, would you remind them of things that they already know, would you challenge them to discern on their own ...?
• Now that you've thought about this a little, do you still want that gift of wisdom? 

• Living in God's glory
• We speak of the glory of God, but we don't spend much time thinking about that.  Even more, we don't spend much time thinking about what it would mean to have a share in that glory.
• What do you think we mean when we speak of the "glory of God"?
• What are some of the ways that God has manifest His glory in your life?
• Do you think that it's possible that we might manifest God's glory in our lives. 

• Work/Life balance
• For a long time, I tried to find ways to reliably strike a balance between work and life.  Then I began to realize that life is all about work.  Time at home is invested in DIY projects, helping the kids with their homework, helping the family to create a home that is a nourishing community.  "Work" as in career then becomes a means to support that Life.  Properly viewed, our spirituality is what gives meaning and direction to Life.
• How does your faith impact your "work" life?
• How does your work life impact your faith?
• How do your family life and your faith give meaning to each other?

• Preparation for Reconciliation
• Where might God be trying to teach me wisdom?
•  Who among my friends and family needs to hear some inspiration/consolation/comfort from me?
• Where might God be inviting me into His glory in my life?
• Where can my faith help me to be a better member of the various communities that I am a part of? 

Veronica's Veil

 

I think about the various participants in Jesus' way of the cross.

I wonder how He regarded them during those encounters.

He was doubtless disappointed in Peter, and prayed for him.

I think that He prayed for Judas as well, knowing him the way He did.

Veronica was one of the few friendly faces in that boiling screaming crowd.

And yet all that she could do was to be there, and offer a gentle touch.

 

I believe that wisdom is more than just words shared.

Wisdom has to include timing.

Wisdom has to consider what the other is really able to receive in the moment.

Wisdom calls for courage and discernment when we touch another.

Wisdom has to work with humility in order to be well received.

Wisdom must be wrapped in patience.

 

God, grant me Your wisdom.

Let me be Your gift to others.

That I might learn from them

What it means to be Your hand in the dark

Your support at their side

Your Presence in their lives.

 

Shalom!

16th Sunday in Ordinary Time

Our readings for the 16th Sunday in Ordinary Time are:

1. Wisdom 12: 13, 16-19
2. Psalms 85: 5-6, 9-10, 15-16
3. Romans 8: 26-27
4. Matthew 13: 1-24-43

• The God of second chances
• Addictions of any sort have a ripple effect.  It's not just the addict who suffers, its all of the people that they love and who love them who suffer betrayal after betrayal as the addict tries over and over again to reform their life.  Any sin that we fall into habitually, in spite of the manifest harm that it does to ourselves and others, can be treated as an addiction.
• Have you ever had an addict in your life?
• How did you cope with that?
• Who/what was the biggest influence in their life towards recovery?
• Is their recovery through?
• How will you know? 

•  God's trust in us?
• When we repent of a sin, there is an expectation that we will not fall into/fall for that temptation the next time.  But what if we do?
• How many times can we fall into the same sin before God concludes that we are not being authentic in our repentance?
• How many times can we fall into the same sine before we stop trusting ourselves?
• What then? 

• Knowing what we ought to pray for
• Sometimes, the biggest challenge is to know what to ask God for.  It's always important to be specific in our prayers.  Otherwise, we won't know whether God answered our prayers or not.  If we're not specific, we'll never know whether God is calling us to pray in a different way.
• Have you ever felt a need so strongly that you were unsure what God wanted to give you?
• How did you pray at that moment?
• Over time, did your prayer change any?
• What difference did that make for you in your heart as your prayer evolved? 

• Spreading the word
• Spreading the Good News an happen even if we are unconscious of it going on in our lives.  Which sounds wonderful until you stop to think of all of the bad messages that you might be broadcasting in your life as well.
• Who are some of the folks who were truly instrumental in sharing the Good News with you?
• Was Good News that something that you could easily put into words at the time, or even now?
•  Was the most important part of that Good News shared with you in words?
• What sort of Good News do you think that you are spreading lately? 

• Preparation for Reconciliation
• What are my addictions?
•  Is there hope for me to break free of my addictions?
• What might God be calling me to change how I'm praying for something specific??
• What message is my life proclaiming? 

 Lifelong Parable

 

I've taken to finishing each lecture with a simple question: what did we learn today?

Doing that right after a time of sharing and exploring transforms the lesson.

Instead of merely being passive or even indifferent, my students are looking for a nugget or two.

Something that they can share with the class when we're done for the day.

 

Maybe, I should expand that technique and ask similar questions:

What did we learn yesterday?

Last week?

This semester?

 

Even more profound might be the question "what did you think you learned -

But turned out to be only a partial understanding, or even flat wrong?

How did you find that out?

What did you do about that misunderstanding or that partial understanding?

 

In life, the seeds that you sow today in your heart might still be yielding a harvest years from now.

You may not at all be aware of the slow unfolding of wisdom in your heart.

Growing from the fertile soil of many years ago.

Feeding on the words of friends and family now many miles or years away.

 

The way to water those seeds is with gratitude first for those life experiences - good and bad.

At the same time, taking the time to examine the feelings behind your words and actions.

Asking yourself whether you still believe the things that drive you today.

Or whether its finally time to do some mental molting and move on. 

 

Shalom!

15th Sunday in Ordinary Time

Our readings for the 15th Sunday in Ordinary Time are:

1. Isaiah 55: 10-11
2. Psalms 65: 10, 11, 12-13, 14
3. Romans 8: 18-23
4. Matthew 13: 1-23

• Don't count every word, make every word count
• One liability with a good memory is that not all of my memories are good.  Things that I've said run the gamut from well meaning but unfortunate to "what on earth was I thinking!?" to the occasional moments when I hear myself say something and think to myself "I hope someone's taking notes.  That was pretty good."
• When you have said something that you regret later, what do you usually do about that?
• When someone comes to you after a heated exchange and they start with "I didn't mean ..." how do you take that?
• Is there any way to prepare ahead of time to say the right thing, be the right sort of presence, so that we're more likely to heal than hurt others?
• How does "tough love" factor into all of that? 

•  Bearing fruit or going to seed?
• Ours is a culture that thrives on accomplishment.  The more letters that you have on the end of your name the better.  They show that you have a good work ethic, that you're intelligent, that you persevere even when the going gets tough.  But its easy to get caught up in all of that and make those accomplishments the center, rather than how they equip us to serve others.
•  Looking at some of the folks that you've met along the way who have been truly fruitful in their lives, do you see anything that they have in common?
• What might it take to emulate some of those qualities in your own life?

• Members of creation
• Knowing that all creation waits for us to be revealed sort of puts this life into a different context.  I'm hoping that when that happens I'll have a good deal more wisdom.  Failing that, I'd at least like to cure this receding hairline before its too late.
• What comes to your mind when you think on "glory"?
• We likely don't have any trouble thinking about the glory of God, but what of the glory that we'll come into, how hard is that to imagine?
• What can we do now to prepare for that glory? 

• Spreading the word
• In some respects, the Gospel is immutable, the Good News never changes.  In other respects, we are called to be prophetic, speaking God's Word into the present circumstances, people, culture in ways that meet them where they are in the moment.  To do anything less is not really faithful to God's Word in our lives.
• How can we, as a body of believers, be more prophetic to those that God brings us?
• How can we be more prophetic within the various communities that we belong to?
• How can we be more prophetic within our families?
• When I was in RCIA, the goal was to emphasize faith formation versus faith information.  What's the difference?
• Is one more prophetic than the other? 

• Preparation for Reconciliation
• How much time do I spend saying/doing things that don't really matter?
• What am I planting today that will bear good fruit tomorrow?
• What might glory look like in my life even now?
• Where might God be calling me to be more prophetic? 

 Being Receptive

 

Learning a new skill, new concept, new subject is hard.

It requires time, diligence, and patience to form new information pathways.

It's harder yet to look at things through new eyes,

To look at the familiar and see a different picture altogether.

 

Sometimes, that journey to discovery is a long one.

And the best that we can do is to pray for patience.

Patience with God in His working within us.

Most of all, patience with ourselves.

 

I always worry though, that I'll just take so long.

That the opportunities that are right in front of me will pass me by.

And worse, I won't even know that I missed them.

Since God never seems to put an expiration date on revelation.

 

I can only pray that I become more sensitive -

To that gentle tug on my heart in the moment.

Learn when it's time to just stop.

And breathe, and listen.

 

And when it's time simply to trust where the Spirit is guiding.

Do the best that I can with what I have in hand.

And trust God to sort it all out in the end.

And trust His gentle and sometimes unseen work in me.

 

Shalom!

14th Sunday in Ordinary Time

Our readings for the 14th Sunday in Ordinary Time are:

1. Zechariah 9: 9-10
2. Psalms 145: 1-2, 8-9, 10-11, 13-14
3. Romans 8: 9, 11-13
4. Matthew 11: 25-30

• Let's hear it for humility!
• In Jesus' day, horses were rather rare.  Common folk would rarely see them.  The only ones who owned a horse was  a ranking nobleman or solder.  So they became a symbol of power, wealth, even glory.  By contrast, the humble donkey was much more common, and they provided much more humble services.  Jesus riding in on a donkey was almost a parody of the triumphal entry of a Roman general.
• In some utopian future every ruler will be humble, looking for how to serve their people in peace.  How do we get there?
• Who is it that starts such a process?
• Isn't such a disarmament dangerous, even irresponsible?
• What can we do to bring this kingdom of peace to earth? 

•  Discoursing of God's glory
• Being an introvert as I am, the leading of the Spirit is quite a process.  Spontaneity is not something that I'm especially good at.  But I'm gradually learning that God is present in the moment, and He's the author of the sensitivity that allows us to follow Him in the moment, bringing all that I am to each conversation, no matter where it happens or with whom.
• Can you think of a conversation with someone else that changed your life?  Maybe it was affirmation of something that had been nagging at your subconscious for quite some time, or maybe it was something that you knew, but you just didn't know that you knew.
• How did that revelation "get through" to you?
• How did that word in season change you, and your outlook?
• Have you ever been that word for someone else? 

• Obligation to living in the Spirit
• Each of us has an angry, fearful, furtive creature that wants to play it safe, fortify us off from anything else that might challenge our preconceived notions, disrupt our outlook in life, call into question the narrative that we have woven in our life.  I choose to call that poor creature "the flesh", and I try to learn to coax him out into the light where he can find healing.
• Have you ever been caught by surprise by something that you've done or said that you would have never though possible until it happened?
• How did you find the courage?
• How did that act of bravery work out?
• Does such courage ever get easier? 

• The burden of discipleship
• When Jesus tells us "follow me", it's easy to be of two minds about that.  We want to know where this journey is taking us.  We want to know whether we have what it takes to finish.  As I get older, I'm beginning to ask different questions.  Lately, my questions are "do I trust God to lead me into true joy" and "am I sensitive enough to hear His true voice"?
• What is joy?
• What does joy depend on, what does it take for joy to come into a person's life? 
• What brings you joy in your life?
• Do you think that God put that joy there?
• Do you think that God might call you to something that does not bring you joy?
• Do you think that it's OK for us to seek more of that joy in our lives? 

• Preparation for Reconciliation
• How can I bring more humility into the world around me?
• How is God revealing God's self to me today?
• Where might God be teaching me courage?
• Where might God be calling me to greater joy? 

 Chasing Joy

 

Glum Christians are a liability, and should be "coached".

When others see them, it makes them wonder:

"Does he look so beaten and fatigued because he's a disciple?

If that's the case, please spare me discipleship.  I'll find my own way."

 

I'm willing to bet that many of your morose disciples -

Are not really disciples at all.

Rather, they stumbled into some ministry for bad reasons -

Or they stayed in some ministry for fear of the unknown.

 

Either way, they are fish out of water.

Gasping for the air of God's joy in their gifts.

Because they were too stubborn to realize -

Realize that they were in the wrong place.

 

God's true calling gives you wings.

The work transforms you day by day.

Drawing you closer to Him and His children.

Making you a better and better reflection of His joy.

 

Take the time to celebrate what delights and amazes.

Pause to breath a breathless thank you for what transforms you.

Savor the richness of the moments on wings.

Find what excites your dreams and let God use them to guide you.

 

Greatness is nestled in delight and wonder.

Happiness alights in our hearts on the wings of holiness.

Glory whispers in the gentle breeze of what draws our hearts.

Trust in God who planted His desires and dreams for you in your heart.

 

Shalom!

13th Sunday in Ordinary Time

Our readings for the 13th Sunday in Ordinary Time are:

1. 2 Kings 4: 8-11, 14-16a
2. Psalms 89: 2-3, 16-17, 18-19
3. Romans 6: 3-4, 8-11
4. Matthew 10: 37-42

• Can something be done for her?
• Opening ourselves up to another person's needs is a risky proposition.  We worry that their deepest need may be more than we're ready, or even able to deliver.  Harder yet, their deepest needs may be unknown even to them.
• Who are some folks in need that you reached out to?
• How did you come to know of their need?
• What did you do to help them?
• How did you know that you could afford to extend that help?
• Did your help turn out to be effective?
• How do you know? 

•  Standing on the promises
• A slogan that I remember from my youth was "are you standing on the promises or just sitting in the premises?" calling the faithful to actively embracing God's promises and walking in His will rather than merely being "in the company" of  the faithful.
• What are some promises of God that you have found to be true for you through the years?
• How have those promises changed your life?
• Are there any promises that you wished God had given you?  Maybe for a long life, prosperity, good health, honor, ...? 

• Dead to sin
• Would that we were all dead to sin, no longer held in its shackles.  Or maybe we already are in that state and just don't know it yet.
• Are there sins in your life that you just cannot seem to shake?
• Maybe behavior patterns that you execute over and over again whenever you get triggered?
• How do you explain such things?
• Do you find that you resist those well-worn sins differently today than you used to?
• Are you making any progress? 

• Receiving a prophet
• Prophets are not confined to the Old Testament.  God calls them, us, to proclaim the truth into a world that often seems more comfortable with lies and deceptions.  True prophets often make others uncomfortable.  God often calls upon His faithful to support His prophets.
• Who are some prophets that have crossed your path?
• Were you able to support them in any way?
• How did that support bless you along the way?
• Was that blessing anything that you might have anticipated?
• Were you able to make a difference?
• Were you able to bring anyone else along with you on that journey? 

• Preparation for Reconciliation
• How is God calling me in the voices of the needy in my life?
• What difference are God's promises making in my life today?
• What am I doing about my familiar sins today?
• Am I willing to receive a prophet when God sends one into my life? 

 Shedding my Comfort Zone

 

The familiar, the secure, the comfortable have served me well all these years.

Serving as protection from the unknown, the unsure, the unsafe.

 

Maybe I knew all along that I would have to step free of them eventually.

Maybe I've been holding back for fear that once I started down that road,

Leaving behind the familiar, that I'd never be able to find my way back.

Maybe, maybe not even wanting to find my way back.

 

I look around at my surroundings and smile as they recall fond memories.

Now, even now, I see them with new eyes as I start to scan new horizons.

 

And I wonder if I've already missed opportunities out of fear.

Missed chances to make a difference because Jesus called toward the unfamiliar.

And I realize that now, now is the only moment that I have.

And moment by moment, each decision is my chance to follow more closely.

 

Jesus, thank you for the prophets that you have brought into my life.

Thank you for their bravery, faithfulness, courage in the face of opposition and even indifference.

 

Help me to find my own way to support those living saints that you send me.

Help me to find the courage to join in their work in my own way.

Help me to find Your prophetic voice within my heart.

That I too might be your voice to those who would never hear you otherwise. 

Shalom!

12th Sunday in Ordinary Time

Our readings for the 12th Sunday in Ordinary Time are:

1. Jeremiah 20: 10-13
2. Psalms 69: 8-10, 14, 17, 33-35
3. Romans 5: 12-15
4. Matthew 10: 26-33

• When the going gets rough
• It can be hard to explain your actions to others, particularly when they think that they are looking out for your best interests when they try to talk you out of something that you're sure came to you from God.
• When have you doubted that something/someone/some commitment on your part came from God?
• What did you do?
• Were you right, did you get God's call garbled in the transmission somehow?
• Or did you miss what it was that you were sent there to accomplish?
• Or was it just a matter of staying the course so that God could intervene? 

•  A stranger to my family
• Following God can sometimes lead us to places that make our friends, even our family, worry about us.
• Have you ever been in a place where your family did not know what to make of you?
• How did they convey that to you?
• How did your attitude towards them, and theirs towards you change?
• What did you pray for during that time?  Was it strength, courage, wisdom, perseverance, ... ?
• How did God answer you?
• Is that struggle still going on? 

• Free from sin
• When you think about the phrase "freedom from sin", what does that conjure up for you?
• Is enslavement to sin confined to addictions, be it substance abuse, abusive behavior, using your work as a refuge from unwanted stress, ...?
• Does freedom from sin mean freedom from fear of all sorts?  Should we not fear at least some things in this life, lest we become foolhardy?
• Or does freedom from sin mean that you somehow gain the ability to see yourself from God's perspective, get some objectivity in your life?
• How does Jesus figure into such freedoms for you? 

• Acknowledging God before others
• Youth Day at CCD Congress is an inspiring event.  Seeing all those young Catholics gathered together in one place affirming each other in their faith is amazing.  But I often wonder how those same young people do when they find themselves separated from all of that support?
• Are there times, places, in the company of some people when it's hard to really celebrate your faith?
• Does that necessarily mean that you don't belong there, or that you need to convince them that you know the secret to true happiness, or that you should keep a lower profile?
• How would you define evangelist?
• Are we all called to evangelize in some way or another?
• How do we find the way to evangelize that God is calling us to?
• How can we help others find their inner evangelist? 

• Preparation for Reconciliation
• How might God give me a course correction in my life?
• What am I afraid of that might block my way towards Jesus?
• How can I be more free in Jesus today?
• Am I proud of my Lord? 

 On My Own?

 

Lost and alone are two desperate companions.

You'll find them in each other's company on a regular basis.

 

Lost knows that they are far from home. 

But has no idea of where to go from here.

 

Sometimes, lost gets so lost they lose track of where they were headed.

Then, they truly are lost.

 

Alone feels abandoned, left to their own devices.
No one cares, no one sees, no one listens.

 

Trying to figure that out, alone soon decides -

That they don't deserve a companion, that no one wants to walk with them.

 

Jesus comes to tell us that both lost and alone are liars.

We, as His children, are never lost, never alone.

 

Jesus knows the way to His Father.  Jesus is the way. 

Jesus will never leave us alone, no matter what.

 

Sometimes, when I pray, I imagine Him sitting facing me

With my hands in His hands, waiting for me to speak.

 

He never tires of hearing from me -

Even when I tire sometimes of hearing myself.

 

And He always knows when it's time to get up -

And get going on whatever is before me.

 

I can always count on His perfect timing.

Moving gracefully from  contemplation to action.

 

And just as gracefully from action to contemplation.

Unlike lost and alone, action and contemplation never let me down. 

 

They don't tell me lies.

They always bring me back to Him.

 

Thank you Jesus for never leaving my side.

Never leaving my hands empty.

 

Shalom!