Trinity Sunday

Our readings for Trinity Sunday are:

1. Proverbs 8: 22-31
2. Psalm 8: 4-5, 6-7, 8-9
3. Romans 5: 1-5
4. John 16: 12-15

1. God finds me ineffably delightful
• Can you say that with a straight face?
• Why or why not?
• Is there anyone else in your life who finds you a delight, who believes that the world is a better place for your being in it?
• How does their attitude toward you make you feel about yourself, about others, about God?
2. Making room for the beautiful
• Where/what do you find beautiful about creation?
• What do those places/times/events tell you about God?
• Why do you think that God made all of this so beautiful?
• How do you participate in that beauty?
• How can you be more beautiful?
3. How much character to I really need?
• Do you think that joy and sorrow are necessarily mutually exclusive, or can they reinforce each other?
• What gives you joy?
• How long does that joy last?
• Are you a better person for that joy?
• How can we learn to take joy in things that last?
4. Infilling of the Spirit
• How does the Spirit enlighten up as a Church?
• How does the Spirit enlighten us as families?
• How does the Spirit enlighten us as individuals?
• How can we be better at discerning as a community?

Preparation for Reconciliation:

1. Do I delight in God?
2. Is the world a better place, is creation a better place for my being in it?
3. What am I doing to become stronger in my faith?
4. How has the Spirit spoken to me lately?  Have I shared that?

Discernment

First Fridays always struck me as a hard form of prayer.
Contemplating Jesus in the form of the static Presence
There on the altar, mute witness to an earlier Mass Celebration
Whose original attendees have all left for the day and gone home.

I wondered whether those who were here for that consecration
Were still connected in some way, still a part of each other
And of this Presence here before me, in a way that I could connect to
Some way without the whispered greetings of God's people gathering.

I wondered who was here that day, and where they all are now,
How they are faring, these children of God in the world.
I imagined some of my good friends among them
Some that my kids have grown up with.

And somehow it hit me, that if they were all here, with Jesus,
That they would have whispered greetings for me and my family
A hand shake, a nod.  A well known usher waving from a distance,
And I realized that the face of Jesus really was gazing at me.

And I felt closer to Him on His altar
And I felt closer to His people here in front of His altar,
And I thanked Him for His hospitality, now and always.
As I got up to leave, I realized I may be leaving His house,

Leaving his house, but not His Presence.
Shalom!

Pentecost Sunday

Our readings for Pentecost Sunday are:

1. Acts 2: 1-11
2. Psalm 104: 1, 24, 29-30, 31, 34
3. Romans 8: 8-17
4. John 14: 15-16, 23b-26

1. Our God is on the move
• The mighty acts of God don't seem to get a lot of press these days.  He enjoys a certain anonymity that would doubtless be the envy of many a celebrity.
• Who among us in the Body of Christ is qualified to read the signs of the times, the events of our day, and find the meaning in all of that?
• Where do we go to find such analysis?
• Once we had such findings in hand, how would we live differently?
2. Making room for others
• Driving over the Vincent Thomas Bridge into San Pedro affords you a sprawling vista of one of the largest ports in the world.  Unbroken human technology arrayed for maximum efficiency and throughput as far as the eye can see.  Magnificent in a way, and yet ...
• God shows His glory in His creatures, His creation.  How much room should we leave for those other inhabitants of this planet?
• As stewards of creation, what are our responsibilities to the rest of creation?
• How can we live sustainably, generously with our neighbors and each other?
3. Sharing the sufferings of Jesus
• One description of the Mass is "eternal unbloody sacrifice".  If that is the case, in what sense and by what means are the sufferings of Jesus with us today?
• Do you feel that those who have radically given themselves away in God's service share in Jesus' sufferings?  Think of Mother Theresa of Calcutta, Dorothy Day, Archbishop Ramiro, and others.
• Can the rest of us look to these great pillars of our faith and take comfort in the fact that they have that "sharing in Christ's sufferings" covered and we can go about our business?
• What makes you think that there is a "the rest of us"?
4. Without seeing You we love You
• The formation of our own conscience is one of the most important things that we do with our time on this earth.  What are some of the ways that we do that?
• It's perhaps easy to believe that if we stray from following Jesus' will in our lives, that our love for Him will cool, but what about the results of trying to follow Jesus more closely each day?
• What can we do to become more sensitive to God's will in our lives?

Preparation for Reconciliation:

1. Do I spread the word of God's decisive actions in my life (give witness)?
2. What am I doing to become more humble?
3. What joy do I find in taking up the cross?
4. When was the last time that I took inventory of my relationship with Jesus?

Peace

Is something that grows and blossoms only with careful attention.
Like a cherished bonsai that has been passed down through generations.

Peace is dynamic, yet strong when well tended and founded.
Built upon discernment and listening, listening and discernment.

Peace is born of awareness and intimacy with the goings on
And kind attention to what that means to me, where I fit in.

Lose awareness, and authenticity suffers, I soon become
A shabby caricature of myself, and lose relevance.

Lose focus on where I fit into the unfolding salvation history
And all of that awareness sifts into chaos, meaning nothing.

The peace that Jesus leaves us is like the manna of the desert.
Harvested daily, consumed as it comes with faith for the morrow.

Come, let us share our stories together, see Christ in each other's faces
Find new perspectives on where God is on the move.

And in so doing learn where salvation history is taking us,
All of us together.

Shalom!

7th Sunday of Easter

Our readings for the 7th Sunday of Easter/Ascension are:

1. Acts 7: 55-60
2. Psalm 97: 1-2, 6-7, 9
3. Revelations 22: 12-14, 16-17, 20
4. John 17: 20-26

1. Knowing when to speak up
• Our actions never just impact us.  Acts of courage on our part require courage from those around us who will share in the repercussions of what we do.
• So then, is bravery an individual matter or a communal one?
• Do we need other's permission to be courageous?
• In the end, who is responsible for the response that we reap from being prophetic?
2. The glory of justice
• The glory and strength of God lies in His mercy and justice.
• What are we to say of institutions/individuals/communities which seem to be great and powerful, but are based on fear, hatred and greed?
• Have you ever been a witting, or unwitting part of such an institution?
• What can we do about that?
• How can we have a clean conscience?
3. Going out to Meet Him
• In the cultures at home in ancient Palestine, the local leaders would go out of the city to meet noteworthy travelors coming into the city, invite them to partake of the hospitality that the city could offer.
• The rapture is likely a matter of us leaving the earth to meet Jesus as He arrives from heaven to judge all of us, and then He, and His followers will go back to earth to begin the reign of God here on earth.
• What does that tell you about our role as stewards of this planet?
• What does that tell you about our role in the care of the New Jerusalem after Jesus' coming?
4. Glory
• Jesus is inviting us into the Trinity, that we may enjoy the same intimacy with each other that He and the Father have.
• How can we understand each other better?
• How can we understand ourselves better?
• Do you think that the dawning awareness of how God sees us and those around us will come over us all at once at judgment, or will it rather be a process?
• How can we better prepare for that process?

Preparation for Reconciliation:

1. Am I supportive of others who feel burdened to speak a prophetic word?
2. Is the Lord above all other gods in my life?
3. What am I doing to be more ready for Jesus to return?
4. When was the last time that I had the time to really listen to someone close to me?

One is

The thread that connects one breath to the next
The tie that unites the light, the breeze, the pregnant anticipation
Of a new dawn, with the night that it is replacing.

One is the host of dappled creatures woven through the earth
Each connected to the next, all connected to the whole
The whole, waiting, breathless, for each of us -

Each of us to step into who we were born to be,
To step into the inheritance that has been kept for us all these long years
That we might finally take up our eternal citizenship

And see beyond ourselves, to the vastness and intimacy of Eternity,
And awaken to the one through whom we live and move and have our being
The one who gazes upon us through ten thousand eyes not his own.

Shalom!

6th Sunday of Easter

Our readings for the 6th Sunday of Easter are:

1. Acts 15: 1-2, 22-29
2. Psalm 67: 2-3, 5, 6, 8
3. Revelations 21: 10-14, 22-23
4. John 14: 23-29

1. The buck stops here
• Each ecclesial decision that we make as the Body of Christ not only needs to be done out of love, but be an expression of that love.
• What are some of the decisions that you have had to make, however small, that had a pastoral dimension to them, that somehow impacted someone else's care?
• How can we be more spirit-filled in those decisions?
• How can we hold our leaders to be more accountable for being pastoral?
2. Joining in with all the nations
• What are some of the blessings in your life that you are most grateful for?
• What sort of categories would you put those blessings into?  Examples might be success in your endeavors, propserity, spiritual gifts, insights, ...
• Do you think that God has those sorts of blessings in hand for everyone?
• What do you think is preventing those blessings from being manifest for everyone?
3. Glory
• Not to get into a rut, but another favorite Gerard Manley Hopkins poem is Pied Beauty.
• We are accustomed to seeing the glory of God in creation, unspoiled, resplendant, but where else is the glory of God shining forth in your life?
• When was the last time that you told anyone that they were glorious in some sense or another?
4. To love me is to know me
• One definition of true love is that the lover wishes the best for the beloved, even if it hurts the lover.
• But how are we to know and understand what is the best thing for those that we love?
• Is that love based on a sure knowledge of what is best for them?
• Where/how do we get such deep knowledge of those that we love?
• How do we know when we finally "get" another person, really understand them from the inside out, or is it hopelessly naive to think that we will ever truly know and understand another?
• What does that say about our marriages?

Preparation for Reconciliation:

1. Are my words life-giving, even if they are not what someone wants to hear?
2. What am I doing to see to it that God's blessings extend to all of His children?
3. How have I reflected the glory of God this week?
4. How am I getting more attuned to the word of God in my life, my heart?

Peace at any Price

Don't get me wrong, I'm all for peace.
The peace of knowing that the work I do,
Will yield sustenance for me and my family,
The peace of knowing that my loved ones
Are safe no matter the hour of the day.

Probe me, ask me again what peace I crave,
Perhaps I would tell you that I long for
Assurance that others will be grateful for my presence,
That I will have been able to do something meaningful
That, in the end, it all mattered.

But, but even deeper is a peace not even I understand.
Peace knowing that I'm as close to Jesus as I can be,
Peace knowing that, no matter how it all turns out
It will be all right, because all is right with the world
In a world that is all with Jesus.

Confusion and doubt, but never despair
Privation and want, but never true isolation
All that I can really count on is Presence
And even that it not too easy to spot sometimes,
But it's all that we're really sure of.

Shalom!

5th Sunday of Easter

Our readings for the 4th Sunday of Easter are:

1. Acts 14: 21-27
2. Psalm 145: 8-9, 12-11, 12-13
3. Revelations 21: 1-5a
4. John 13: 31-33a, 34-35

1. The perseverance of the every day
• What is the most challenging part of being a disciple?
• What could the rest of us do to make that better for you?
• If you knew to the second when you were going to die, why not take it easy, indulge, enjoy, and then do a deathbed conversion just in time?
2. Joining in with all creation
• If all of creation praises God's name, what can we learn about relating to God from the rest of creation?
• Take a look at As Kingfishers Catch Fire, a poem by Gerard Manly Hopkins (a Jesuit in good standing by the way) about being what we're created to be.
• Why is it that we find it so hard to step into our own destiny as God's children?
3. Tabernacling
• Reading Genesis, the intimacy between our first parents and God is so poignant, and God has been working to bring that about anew ever since.
• How can we companion Jesus in our lives this day, this week, this month?
• How can we better stand with Jesus as He lives and moves among us today?
• Where is Jesus suffering, lonely, despairing among us now?
4. When I said Ecumenical outreach I was thinking the Jesuits!
• Some of you may remember Andy Anderson.  He received much of his early training in the Franciscan community.  That's where he first heard about ecumenism.
• Is there anyone in your life whom you love, who feels very differently about something of importance?
• How do the two of you keep the relationship healthy in spite of that?
• Do you think that your differences stand in the way of a deeper relationship?
• Why are the two of you still together?

Preparation for Reconciliation:

1. How is my life spreading good news today?
2. What can I learn from creation about worshiping God?
3. Do I have time to waste with God?
4. How am I loving the difficult people in my life?

All Rocks Go to Heaven

God is about renewal, not replacement.
Making all things new again,
Not just making all new things.

The trees of the forest sigh in the breeze,
The hills sing of God's glory,
Brooks pray loudly in the spring of the year.

Each of them showing us, leading onward
How to truly find harmony with who we are
And what we are here for.

Only we can choose else from our destiny
Only we can turn our backs on who we are,
Only we can forget what Eden was like.

Creation is far from over.
God's visitation here still unfolding.
And he's looking for partners, companions, lovers

To build the Kingdom right here, and now
That when we go out to greet Him in the end,
We bring everyone, everything, all creation with us.

Shalom!

4th Sunday of Easter

Our readings for the 4th Sunday of Easter are:

1. Acts 13: 14, 43-52
2. Psalm 100: 1-2, 3, 5
3. Revelations 7: 9, 14b-17
4. John 10: 27-30

1. Where did my comfort zone go?
• How has God opened you up to bigger, more different possibilities in your life over the past few years?
• What made it difficult for you to step into those broader horizons, those opportunities?
• Do you think that you're getting any better at that process?
2. Legacy
• There is so much that we want to leave to our children - our faith, morals, values, and that heirloom china cabinet of Aunt Mabel's that no one seems to be able to find a place for.
• How do you tell what's important for that next generation, the things that are immutable, transcendant, versus just something that was meaningful to your generation, and should just stay there?
• How do you tell what's important for the future you, the person that will wake up in your skin tomorrow morning, next year, in a decade?  How do you tell what to hold on to and what has served its purpose and is ready to be shed, like old snakeskin?
• Do you think Jesus ever struggled with such questions?
3. Stress and distress
• The apocalyptic vision of Revelation warns of prolonged and intense struggle at the end of the age.  How can we be better prepared for that?
• What place do you think fellowship with fellow believers will have in giving us the strength to weather those days?
• What can we start doing today to strengthen those ties, make our communities stronger?
• Is it worth it?
4. To know and to be known
• How well are you known?  If your funeral were held today and you were able to attend (anonymously of course, no need to frighten the guests), what might you hear said about you?
• Do you feel comfortable with that level of understanding of others for you, or would you like others to understand you better, really appreciate the "real you"?
• What do you think is stopping you from sharing that innermost self with others?
• What is slowing you down from sharing that person with Jesus?

Preparation for Reconciliation:

1. Am I willing/able to embrace all those whom God sends my way?
2. How have I been tending the sheep of God's pasture lately?
3. How am I preparing the communities that I'm a part of for the tough times ahead?
4. How am I learning the sound of God's voice better in my life?

Shepherd me oh God

The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want.
Just how high on Mazlow's pyramid does your average sheep go?
Is this about contentment with the basics like food and safety?
Or is the Good Shepherd about fulfilling deeper desires?

The crying need for the transcendent,
That still small voice beyond and other than ourselves,
Can be frightening at times, asking that we leave the security
Of the merely good enough, and strike out on a pilgrimage.

The voice of our smaller selves, the scared child within,
Wants to know when good enough is truly good enough,
When this growing, stretching, seeking, will finally rest.
But the real me, my best self, hears a call within the call.

And I must find the courage to rummage through my pack
And ask what I will leave behind this time, and what is needed still.
Knowing that the way provides most of what's needed
Once I set foot upon the next step.

Shalom!

3rd Sunday of Easter

Our readings for the 3rd Sunday of Easter are:

1. Acts 5: 27-32
2. Psalm 30: 2, 4, 5-6, 11-12, 13
3. Revelations 5: 11-14
4. John 21: 1-19

1. Who/what are you?
• In the first reading Peter boldly proclaims that they are "witnesses of these things" in a way that suggests that they defined themselves in those terms.  Their very lives were defined by that role.
• If someone were to ask you "who are you", how would you answer?
• Is that in terms of what you do, or who you really are?
• Is it possible for us to truly multi-task?
• How do we ensure that our priorities are straight, that each of the roles that we play add up to being powerful witnesses for Christ?
2. Enemy mine
• The word "enemy" is hardly ever used in polite conversation.  That's perhaps too bad.
• Who/what are some of your enemies?
• Do all of them come from outside of you?
• Do you think that God is interested in rescuing you from all of them?
• What role do we have in escaping the clutches of these enemies?
3. Excuse me, you're standing on my cloud
• I tend to regard unanimity with a certain suspicion.  I always wonder what the cost was in achieving that unity of purpose, thought, direction.  But we keep pryaing for unity among God's faithful.
• What is the foundation for such unity?
• Do you think that we can achieve even a measure of such unity here in this life?
• What sort of a witness would/could we be if we were more unified?
4. Divine mercy
• What are some times when you have been rehabilitated in some manner or another?
• How long did that take?
• How did you know that you were done, that you had been restored?
• How did you act differently afterwasrds?

Preparation for Reconciliation:

1. What are the things clamoring for my attention in life?  Are they correctly ordered?
2. What do I need to be rescued from this week?
3. What am I doing that might convince someone that I'm happy to be Christian?
4. How am I revealing Christ to others?

Who's getting grilled here, me or the fish?

I will never forget the look on His face that night when I denied Him the third time.
I looked for sadness, anger, disappointment.  I found those, but I was surprised to find
Find another emotion there as well: loneliness.  He was all alone with the hatred and fear.

I knew there was nothing that I could do for him going in.  I'm just a fisherman.
But I wanted to be near, have some sort of comfort that I could give at the end.
But I couldn't get very close, always on the fringes, just near enough to be challenged.

All my bluster, all my bravado, all that false courage crumpled like a rag doll,
Leaving me, a hollowed out man with no guts, standing there where He could see
That I had even less courage than He had given me credit for.

Humility and shame are so often confused in people's minds,
To the point that no one wants humility, they fear the long-term consequences of shame,
But quite the opposite happens, for the truly humble person never has anything to be ashamed of.

Instead, they know where their weaknesses are, where their strengths lie untapped
And they are able to hear the call to use all of those talents for the kingdom.
Humility tears away the veil of self away from our eyes and we see Christ clearly.

No longer through a haze of our own needs
But seeing with the light of sacrifice and suffering.
Jesus, show me the way that I may feed your sheep generously.

Shalom!